Good Luck 老婆!!

老婆 is having her final exam rite now.
recently 老婆 really put a lot of effort in her study.
this is the 1st time i see her so serious in her study
even last time STPM tat time oso she is vr relax
3.am now
老婆 just only sleep.
i really surprise cause she can study till so late and really try her best to study
till this vr last minute and she is having her test on tmr morning 8.30am
i really feel proud of her
i believe 老婆 sure can do well on tmr test

ok la.. really tired d.
just drop some words here to wish 老婆 good luck.
sleep now

I love u forever 老婆
i always support u
Good Luck!!!

感人故事

鄧錦婆婆自言年輕當千金小姐時是胖美人，但被丈夫拋棄後，揹著6個月大的小兒，拖著2歲幾的長子當街乞食，來港後又捱了大半世，如今皮黃骨瘦，原本的大碼衣服早已改成細碼。她躺在醫院病床上說："我跟兒子不知誰先死，但至少還可以幫他推輪椅。”

香港元朗洪水橋田心村經常出現一幅平凡但動人的畫面：皮包骨的82歲婆婆吃力地推著輪椅，椅上坐著一名氣若游絲的老人，他不是婆婆的丈夫，而是病重需要洗腎的60歲兒子。15分鐘的路，蹣跚碎步，一推就是一個小時。路上兒子說：“阿媽，你不要推了，我自己爬也可以爬回來。”但村民說，固執的母親從來沒有被兒子打動過，她堅持要自己推著兒子一步一步的走。

某天，輪椅失控，兩代白頭人一起跌落曾經出過人命的水渠。如果兩老不是大難不死，輪椅背後60年的艱苦故事，可能永遠沒人知道：千金小姐愛上窮家小子，在硝煙中拜堂成親，但貪新忘舊的愛郎卻拋棄糟糠，婆婆帶著未戒奶的孩子逐戶乞食，來到香港後在社會底層打滾捱大兩口……年逾80，老婆婆仍無法放下照顧兒子的母職，她沒埋怨社會、命運，只希望能與兒子在鄉郊相依終老。就像余華談他的小說《活著》：“生命中其實是沒有幸福或者不幸的，生命只是活著，靜靜地活著，有一絲孤零零的意味。”

老婆婆名叫鄧錦，在醫院輪椅上自稱來自廣東新會，她說：“父親以前有錢，在香港開三間舖頭，還炒賣鈔票。”後來政治動盪，軍閥倒台，大疊鈔票變成廢紙，“我爸難過到吐血，有個台山來的搭檔更接受不了，瘋了。”

鄧婆婆於是隨父親回鄉下，“那時還有些錢，我年輕時生活很好，讀過縣小立初中，識字多過很多男人。”她笑瞇瞇自誇說：“我年輕很漂亮，唸書時很多人追，因不想太早結婚而沒理會那些追求者。”直至22歲後，崇尚自由戀愛的她看上出身農戶的男孩，國共內戰末期終於嫁人。

在那吊詭的年代，女子愈識字可能愈惹禍。“夫家窮，靠耕田活口，我生了兩個兒子後，他和家人說我嬌生慣養，嫌我光吃不懂耕田，說家裡不需要我，把我趕了出門，他連親兒子也不要。其實，他是想娶另一個女人，後來他們還生了幾個孩子。”

被趕出門夫 沒給一分錢

鄧錦被趕出門時才25歲，父親已死，沒了依靠。大兒子兩歲多，小兒子才出世6個月，她後面揹一個，手上拉一個，昔日的千金小姐為了保住兒子當街乞食。

大兒子譚超勤對當時的印象模糊，但他前天坐在元朗鐵皮屋家中，回想起被父親拋棄的事情，雖過了60年，仍忍不住哽咽道：“當時村裡窮，很難討到吃的。等天熱魚塘曬得很熱，有魚熱到反肚，媽媽就撈上來煮給我們吃。”幸好，有個校長可憐三母子身世，找地方收留了他們，後來鄧錦又改嫁給菲律賓華僑，但新婚不久丈夫又飄洋過海去了。

在那個反覆無常的年代，身世愈淒涼反而可能愈幸福。鄧錦說，因為自己悲慘的遭遇，階段成份比較“正面”，加上識字，被人推舉做縣裡的婦女會主席。但她不肯，“當時糧食已不夠，村裡有人從路上走過，餓到無力掉落田。農民收成時，明明三擔卻說成四擔，誇大虛報，這樣下去很快就會饑荒。我心想一定要走，帶兒子去香港，當了主席就走不了！”到香港不久，中國果然大躍進餓死人了。

不停打工消瘦 穿衣大碼變細碼

被嫌棄不懂耕田的鄧錦，開始靠自己養活兒子，紗廠、穿膠花、當家傭，身上的衣服由大碼逐漸捱到變細碼，直到如今剩下皮包骨。譚超勤說：“媽媽住在有錢人家，照顧他們的孩子，一去就是幾天，人工一塊錢一天。”他和弟弟卻迫不得已無人照顧，“我們10歲已經自己煮飯吃。繼父後來到香港跟我們一起住，對我們不錯，但幾十年前病死了。”

譚超勤長大後當電工，“30幾歲回鄉下，爸爸託人說想見我，想認我這個兒子，但我不想見他，他當年這樣對我和媽媽，我怎可能原諒他？他做過父親該做的嗎？”

譚伯很想回報母親，但回報的日子不長，50歲就患了痛風、糖尿、高血壓，近幾年更是嚴重腎衰竭，完全失去工作能力，母子靠綜援過活，窩居鐵皮屋裡。“媽媽老了，但身體比我好，我連站都站不穩，花2000多港幣買了張輪椅。我精神好時推媽媽，我不舒服時媽媽推我”。

這對朽殘的母子一直相依為命。

近月，譚伯病情轉差，行動不便，家裡的洗腎機已不管用，隔日要到醫院洗腎，82歲的鄧錦又要重拾母職。鄧婆婆不肯讓人幫忙，堅持要親手推兒子，常人15分鐘走完的路，兩母子要折騰1小時。

那條小路旁有條近兩米深的水渠，數月前，有個老伯踏腳車掉下去死了。村民經常見到她推著輪椅上的兒子，腳步細碎，搖搖晃晃，頭顱歪歪地沿著小路走出村口搭車到醫院。她歪著頭推兒子，是要看路。

固執媽媽 體現偉大的母愛

早前，譚伯的輪椅輾到路中雜草，婆婆推著他避開時卻無力控制，輪椅直衝入水渠。“媽媽放手的話跌下去就只是我而已，但她卻不放手，所以連自己也受傷了。”慶幸的是，他們沒有撞中旁邊大石。

母子出院後，婆婆腰傷未癒，不能站起來還堅持推兒子去洗腎，兒子不肯，如以往般說：“媽媽，你不要推了，我自己爬也可以爬回來。”

譚伯艱難地覆診回來後，發現婆婆原來已被再次送院留醫。譚伯說：“媽媽近年經常無端端不見人影，我知道她在回家途中體力不繼頭暈，自己報警，我去醫院就能找到她。”

事情經過媒體報導後，有好心人願意捐助譚伯電動輪椅。勞碌半生的鄧婆婆躺在病床上消息，笑瞇瞇地說：“我好喜歡呀，謝謝！”但她沒有提起甚麼金錢要求，年輕時追求自由戀愛的她，老了也喜歡自由生活，希望繼續跟兒子在鄉郊生活。

她不想住老人院，“我不知道誰先死，但都無所謂的，至少我現在可以照顧自己，也可以照顧兒子，康復後還可以推他。”老人家又笑瞇瞇說：“現在有人買電動輪椅，又好像不用我了呵？”

老婆婆雖然很固執，但卻讓人體會到母愛真是偉大啊！

人性

人往往就是那么的矛盾

每当下定决心做一件事情的时候

总是只有三分钟热度，很容易放弃

虽然知道如何分辨事情的轻重

但懒惰的心理永远超越了理性的判断

年复一年，日复一日

渐渐的随着岁月的流逝，年华开始老去

才会发现，

原来后悔已太迟了

希望每当懒惰病魔侵袭的时候，

都可以凭借这篇文词

警戒自己

摆脱散漫，堕落

迎向自律，发奋向上的人生

Cyberjaya,, but no longer D43-AB, is E48B now..

Finally, i bac to this dead town and continue my study.
Currently in week 2
Consider stable down d.
New house, new room, new toilet and new housemate.
the lifestyle here is differ fr D43AB d.
Last time PC at living room,
now in room,
Last time can on speaker loud loud.
now have to care about roommate and housemate.
Last time no ppls play dota at home,
now all dota kaki,
Last time all 读书仔
now is variety kind of ppls here
Last time too hot
Now too cool pula
haha
Anyway, the environment here consider still good and hopefully can stay peacefully for the remaining 7 months.
have to get use of it.
but still miss the moment in D43-AB
more fun and happy.

FYP, erm .
title confirmed d ,
Resonant converter for fluorescent light tube
http://foe.mmu.edu.my/fyp/detail.php?projects_id=1469
Currently still not much idea on it,
have to gambateh and understand the concept
Cause the presentation is on week 7. so fast

Besides, PTPTN announced tat loan can convert to scholarship
therefore i must achieve 1st class no matter how.
haha. really a big challenge for me.
MUst obtain 3.98 for remaining 2 sem ..
Anyway, just do my best,
perhaps will retake few subject next sem..haha..
66k is a big amount
must save it.

ok la. just some simple update,
now have to proceed my FYP research d.
Good luck to me!

Bac to Cyberjaya sOOn..

After the long industrial training,

finally the date to go bac to campus life is around the corner.

so fast, my 16 weeks training and 4 weeks holiday are ended soon,

now have to get ready all the things that need to be move bac to my Cyber new house.

kinda lazy to move bac actually.

but wat to do,

my car so old liao..and have to avoid it break down when bac to Cyber..so stay there safer,,haha

New house de location is super near to campus. but too bad it also too near to the incubator. 24 hours got a big sound which is irritating.

hope i can faster get use to it and wont affect my study mood there lo.

Besides, also hope all the 7 junior housemate can be nice and helpful lo..

hahaha

dont everyday dota till morning can d lol..

Currently oso worry about my FYP,

donno why feel like choose any title oso will be vr hard.

since when i become so no confident to myself?

by right i shd quite good de cause always involve myself in all d assignment and project.

i shd better than a lot more ppl is it?

others can do it,, i shd be able too!

therefore, i will just simple choose 1 hardware title and work wid it,

hope d lecturer can comfirm me lo..

and my last hope in MMU is to get 4.0 in the remaining 19 credit hour including FYP to obtain my 1st class degree..

it is theorytical possible just like Liverpool still gt chance to win the English Premier League..haha

so wish me good luck ya lol..

Raya @ Gopeng

Last few week de raya holiday,
went to Gopeng to spend my raya holiday.

suddenly feel like upload some photos here since no mood to do others things. haha

Still rmb this ? 沙炮

and this??

miss it le?haha

Jenna's 3 cute niece

So enjoy them

Cute le

Bill Bill, so big d lo

Gopeng scenery, really nice thr!

Erin's hair, done by Jenna. nice!!

Sweet !!

SoMe update~

just finished 1 drama, 仁心解码
nice show..
so currently no idea which drama shd i watch.. so blogging a while lol

Lately can said is the most relax moment in my university life.
no exam
no class
no work
no pressure
no worry
no target
and worst is
no money

really donno issit good to stay relax like this
everyday also watch drama, surfing , chatting and sleep..
nthg much to do..
wan go lepak but have to worry about my empty wallet lol

still got 3 weeks to relax.
should be the time to think of my fyp d
mayb will start to get ready the daily accessories for my new house at Cyber
just found a room and wil stay together wid JeanChoon and 1 more ppl
erm.actually prefer stay at Klang de cause more comfortable.
but after consider my 17 years old saga's condition,
no choice, have to move there cause i'm pretty sure it can't stand for the long distance travel eveday. haha

currently my laopo is study real hard for her coming test tmr . 4 test for her this week.
so i wish her can do well in all d subjects.
really happy cause she really put efford in her study nowaday.
finally learn from me d.. hehe
she sure can do well de
gambateh laopo!

ok la.. stop here,, hungry d pula.. down
still long time for me in this
无聊的夜晚呀